Am I So Different (2021)

by StealingShad3z

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I have redone my break out track from 2016 and added more to it!!!

I wrote this song based on how i relate to Derpy Hooves and how she tries her best and always feels misunderstood. And years later I still feel the same but am older and more mature!

It's been quite a journey but thank you all who have enjoyed my music! Love you guys so much!!! /)

Lyrics:
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lyrics

If I could write a letter to myself today
I would tell myself to not lose hope
And tell myself to stay

If I could mail my heart to myself today
I would tell it to stop sinking
Cause what they is I'm not thinking

I don't know what could've gone wrong
When I kept you waiting at your mailbox
All day long

Am I so different
Am I so different
That I'm looking up while looking down
I won't be dragged into the ground

If I could make myself look straight today
I would hold my breath and close my eyes
Cross my heart and hope to die
If I could make myself think straight today
I would walk a mile to say hello
To every friend I've ever known

I don't know what could've gone wrong
When I kept you waiting at your mailbox
All day long
I don't know what could've gone wrong
When I kept you waiting at your mailbox
All day long

Am I so different
Am I so different
That I'm looking up while looking down
I won't be dragged into the ground
And they make me
Feel like I don't belong
But what they say won't change my feelings
There is no one I'd rather be than me

Am I so different
Am I so different
That I'm looking up while looking down
I won't be dragged into the ground
And they make me
Feel like I don't belong
But what they say won't change my feelings
There's no one I'd rather be than me

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released December 25, 2021
Performed by StealingShad3z
Written and Produced by Lake Jones (Shadez)

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